Jill Scott has this song called: Celibacy Blues
The stresses of this world
You know how they come down on a girl
I’m trying to clear my mind
But all I seem to find
Is this gangsta,gangsta,type of need
That is my favorite passage of the entire song. Its funny how I can listen to a song, relate it to my life, and play it over and over again till I just feel the reason the songwriter wrote it. Music gets into my SOUL! I’m experiencing the relationship and celibacy blues right now. No I don’t want to “be” with anyone, but there is something special about having a confidant, a “boyfriend”. That special someone to call at night and text during the day just to be there when you need them.
Once upon a time when I had that it was super special to me. Even when I was upset @ him, having him to call and vent to and cuddle with was so important to me. Not having that anymore is something that has been in the back of my mind. Not that I want him back @ all. THANK GOD FOR DELIVERING me from that SITUATION!! And I love my girlfriends but its a different feeling you get from a significant other. You can be yourself and just “let it all out” I’ll be grateful to have that in my life one day.. until then..let the
